"Oh. I just assumed that was the problem. I've waited a hell of a long time to be with you but I always thought it would be a first time for both of us, you know? But it's not, exactly, and I understand if that makes things weird for you. But this is easier to deal with than that."

He runs a hand through her hair. "I can't promise that you won't lose me. I just want you to know that if I could guarantee that, if I could promise it, I would."